PLEASE DON'T READ ; COS IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND.


I started to hate myself & not like myself more than usual.

& I started to feel sad.
& I started to not able to smile alot like usual.
& I started to feel the world is cold , no one to talk to or consult to.
& I started to think , think about what? think about t h i n g s.
& I started to make things to complicated when it is so simple.
& I started to feel tired of life.

&& I started to think i am not myself. Then who i am? Have I changed? OR?
我是谁？ 我改变了？ 或者？
愉快的?& 快乐在外部， & 。 也在里面?
我不知道!